i.
i thought it was going to be you, i swear. i thought my mother’s jokes would come true and your eye rolls meant you agreed and that high school dances actually meant something.

ii.
i didn’t mean for it to happen that way but it did. we didn’t fit together, you know that. but you found her and i found him and it was alright.

iii.
i still love you. in the stay up all night, watch stupid movies, sing at the top of your lungs on the highway kind of way. i am still here if you want me.